I don't know how to say. I don't know how to feel. I don't know how to get close to you. Don't know how to make you understand. But I wanna tell you. And then I want to kiss you. Just like I always imagned it would be. Romantic but not kitschy. But I have to stop thinking about you. Stop thinking about us. 'Cause that 'us' doesn't even exist. But I just can't stop thinking. When is this ever gonna end? Probably when I say these three small words. These words that make you understand. But I just can't. I'm to afraid to get hurt again. But I have to do. So I do. Just these small words. i love you.